New day

As a new day starts I wonder why am I still alive? So many thing run thru my head every day. things like what if I lost every thing , what if I lost my kids and wife. I wonder what plan the lord has planned for me but what ever it is Im ready. As the days pass I see a lot, hear a lot. I must admit that some days I would like to punch people in the face or even kick them. Some days I would just like to close my eyes and go to sleep for good but I remember that I am needed by my kids and truly loving wife. If it was not for my wife and kids I would not have a reason to go on with life. They are the force that drives me every day of very month of very year that goes by. I am truly grateful for them coming into my life