My Life

Life has taught me so many lessons and some I learned the hard way. I leaned that sometimes you must walk away from every thing and every body to get on the right path. It has taking me a very long time to get to where I am today and I have so many people to thank for helping me get to where I am. When I was 10 I was taken away from my parents by DSS/CPS. Soon after my life started going down hill. As the days, months pasted I went from a happy kid to a kid who had no one. At age 11 I was split from my brother and sister because I pulled a knife on my brother and sister as well as many other things.. It took its toll on me. I started acting out both physically and emotionally as well as verbally. I was tossed around like a piece of paper in the wind. I went from home to home, to groups homes and they could not even control me and I ended up getting kicked out. I ended up in a mental hospital a few times and at one time I spent almost a year in one. I was a mean kid who damaged so much. As the years passed I became hopeless. I had gave up all hope. My last foster home  was with Martha. I learned a lot from her and she put up with a lot of my bull shit. I ended up being in foster care till I was 21 and ended up walking away.  I did what I wanted and when I wanted. I failed so many times and lost a few jobs along the way. I became suicidal and started hurting myslf.  But ended up meting 2 great people who  go by meme & cat. Then in 2008/09 I joined a website meetme(MyYearbook then). I joined a group that battled pictures against other people. I met someone named Andrea. we talked every day. I moved into a little mobile camper. Ended up moving in with my best friend mom. after 2 week after living with her she told me I had 2 weeks to find a place to move into. I told Andrea about what was going on. She offered me a place with her and her kid Hayliee. She borrowed the money from family, She paid for a one way trip to Maine. I left with nothing but a trash bag full of cloths. Andrea and her cousin cam and got me from the bus station. We stared dating right away. I started having bi polar episode and tried to kill myself many times. She stopped me and restrained me so many times. At one point I was committed to Saint Marys and was put on meds. was released. a few days later I had a allergic reaction to on of the meds I was on, called them like I was told and was informed they could not do any thing for me. A week later I ended up having another episode and when Andrea tired to keep me from hurting myself, I  head butted her in the face and I pushed her back. She called the cops for them to come help me and I ended up getting arrested and thy committed me again. I was finally put on meds that worked and that helped. I ended up going to court and since I had not been in any trouble with the law I was put on a deferred deposition witch meant that I could not get in any trouble for 1 year and the charges would be dropped. I vowed to stay on my meds for my wife and kids as well as my sake. I ended up proposing to her, we where together for a while and she became prego with Amyah. After she had Amyah we tied the knot on 8/5/11. In May 2013 we moved to New Bern, NC. After a short time she became prego with our 3rd kid Alekzander who will arrive the end of May early June. Life is now amazing and every day I wake up and I am truly happy with out a doubt! I have learned that you do need peoples help even when you do not want it and you must admit you are wrong something. Sometimes one must give up everything, and leave everyone behind. Also you must let go and move on with your life.